Sunday, November 10, 2013

Thoughts on recovery

So much for my resolve to post more regularly.

Imagine being aware of your hands and feet, every minute of every day, awake or asleep.  Imagine picking up a fork or pencil and having it flip out of your hand because your fingers feel too stiff to hold it.  Imagine walking and feeling like your foot is leaning in instead of being flat - having to think about picking up your foot and not chip your toe on the ground.  Oh my goodness, I am not complaining, but it's difficult to explain that even though I look fine and make all efforts to BE fine - I'm still recovering.

I don't know if anyone (aside from my family and friends) know folks who have had a stroke, but I hadn't and this is opening up a whole new world to me.  Finding ways to do the things I want - listening to my body (which I am still having trouble with) - accepting help when offered - accepting consideration when offered.  I was the one who always thought of others, I was the one who was aware - I thought.  Man, was I ever mistaken.  Not that I didn't think of others, but that I didn't realize fully how it felt to be on the receiving end when you are used to giving.  Being sensitive to the loss.  Being able to help the receiver accept without feeling bad.

Some days it is all I can do to pick up the wire for the jewelry and smooth it out.  And today, typing this is a process in type, backspace, type again because my right hand fingers do not touch the keys I think they are touching or in the order I think they are touching.

Being able to make jewelry is such a balm to my soul, to be creative and able to execute helps so much to keep my spirits up - more than writing, more than typing, more than walking - creating is key. 

I did fix a bracelet for my daughter, a multi-strand bead one that one of the strands broke.  I don't have a picture of it, but she seemed pleased with the repair.

I've only made 2 things in the past week but it's enough.

This also is for my daughter.  She and the Bean were in a shell shop recently and she bought this sea urchin spine.  She showed it to me and she said I had a gleam in my eye that said I had an idea of how to wrap it.  And I did.  I also made this sliding knot anchored with 2 shells to adjust the length.
 

Last weekend I went to the Wagon Wheel and Mustang Flea Market in Seminole with a friend.  A vendor there had drilled coral so I bought a few, 1 green, 2 red and a white.  This was the only one I've wrapped so far.  I really like the swirls on it versus the hardness and vertical nature of the coral.  I hope you do too.
 

Yesterday, the Bean, the Duke, their Mom and I went to the FAE (Fairy and Earth) Festival at Sacred Lands (http://sacredlandspreservationandeducation.org/) in St Petersburg.  We had a grand time seeing all the FAE folk, participating in shows and listening to music.  Sacred Lands is a beautiful place and I want to go back when its quieter.










(Left) The Duke as human between an Ogre and a Pixie (who loves to cause mischief).
(Right) Our Bean in full on butterfly mode.

Well, folks, that's all for now.  I hope you all are well.  And don't worry, I am better each day, really.  Thanks for checking my blog out!





Monday, October 28, 2013

Halloween Inspiration

I know I'd said I'd try to be more regular with my posts but it's been hectic since we've returned.  I hope you don't mind the wait.

Each Monday, it's my Bean day.  She goes to pre-Kindergarten for a half day but with her Mom in school until after 2PM, I get to pick her up and spend the day doing whatever we want.  So far we've been to the beach a few times, back to TDH and my house a few times (swimming, gardening and her new interest, catching Lizards) and a few times we went out for lunch and shopped.  It's been a really wonderful opportunity and I treasure it each week.

Last week, TDH and I met our daughter, the Bean and the Duke at a Halloween Bash thrown by the local Nature Park, Boyd Hill.  The Bean was disguised as Jack Skellington from The Nightmare Before Christmas and the Duke was The Big "Plaid" Wolf!!!!  It was a great night with entertainment, hay ride and haunted houses for the kids.  Of course, at each house they could 'Trick or Treat' as they exited.  They literally ran through so they could get the candy or glo bracelets and necklaces.

Halloween has inspired me to do some more with my jewelry.  It started with an easy pumpkin I made for the Bean while she was stringing beads for a bracelet.


Then, I made a spider and web for a friend who'd invited TDH and I to her Halloween party on Saturday night.  I wasn't happy with the spider, it looks like an ant to me.  Maybe if the legs were longer and spread out more.  The web, I thought, turned out great.
I tried again with a round body and thinner legs, and I think this one turned out a bit better.
 Then, I wanted a bat necklace to wear to the party, so made that. Isn't it adorable?  I strung it on a black ribbon choker.  It looked really cute.

Last year, I'd bought some Mah Jongg tiles to fill in an older set that my Dad had given me a while ago, but they were too big so I'd put them away until inspiration struck ... here is the result ... for one of them, at least.

My last item is one that I've been working on since early summer.  I found this odd piece of wood in the garden while weeding.  I knew something good was in store.  I've worked it with beads, thin wire, thick wire, wrapped, strung and apart again so many times that I thought maybe I'd just give up.  I mean, almost 6 months on one piece, really?  Nothing seemed right.  Then, I picked it up this past week and it just flowed.  When inspiration strikes, you don't question the guidance.  It's a ritual rattle based on the sea.  Blue below (water) silver above (air) with a shell at the tip and coral, shells and an ocean rock as the rattles.  I'm so pleased with it, I hope you like it too.


Well, that's all folks!  Be well.  Until next time.



Tuesday, October 15, 2013

What we did on our Fall Vacation!



A Bucket List Item checked off - Opal Mining in Nevada's Virgin Valley

September 30 – Tampa to Reno
We left the house at 5:30am to catch our 7:25 flight.  We get there with time to spare, and decided to have breakfast at Chili's To Go.  Neither Marty nor I finished our breakfast.  We chalked it up to nerves.

The flight from Tampa to Phoenix was not great.  We had the middle and aisle seats, which normally are not too bad, but these seats had to be the worst either Marty or I had ever been in.  The backs had the headrest in the wrong spot and the seats were short so they cut you in the middle of your thigh. The cushions seamed to have been worn through and we were sitting on metal. We struggled through the 4.5 hour flight and then because we arrived in Phoenix a little early, the plane had to sit on the tarmac for a ½ hour until a gate was clear.  Oh my goodness, I had never been so happy to have a flight over with.

We had time before our next leg to Reno so Marty got a Turkey sandwich which he could only eat a portion and I got a yogurt parfait for our lunch.  As we were finishing, our flight was called to Reno.  This one was only a 1.5 hour flight with the same kind of worn out seating.  Unfortunately, and neither of us felt right.  Little would we know…..

In Reno we got a Dodge Ram truck as a rental.  Wow, is it big!!  I had to really heave myself up to get into the cab.  It was a short and straight ride to the hotel.  We checked in and ogled the views from our 24th floor room.

We walked around the casino for a bit then went to Cafe Central for a bite to eat.  Marty and I ordered an appetizer Oriental platter to share as we didn’t have much of an appetite.  We both had a very hard time eating it, especially the ribs.  We walked around a bit more but decided to go up to the room and rest.  We watched some TV and fell asleep in separate beds because neither one of us felt well.  We blamed it on jet lag, the bad flight etc.  I woke up at midnight to Marty getting sick, so I got up, made a washrag wet, got Marty back to bed and went to the bathroom.  I got up but sat right back down on the lid.  I sat for a few moments assuming vertigo.

I remember making the decision to stand up then being aware of pain in my mouth then nothing until Marty came running hollering my name.  I groaned and tried to get up.  Marty told me “Stay still!”  Apparently, I hit the marble door ledge on the way down and split my lower lip in several places.  Blood was very evident.  He got me his cold rag and asked me to talk to him.  I thought he was crazy because it hurt but he explained later that he wanted to make sure I hadn't had another stroke.  He brought me a suitcase to sit on to make sure I was steady before I tried to get up all the way.  After a few moments of convincing him, he allowed me to get up and get in to bed.

I used the washcloth on my lip and most of it stopped bleeding in an hour or so.  The worst cut took about until 4am to stop.  It oozed until after breakfast that morning.  I stayed awake most of the rest of the night but was able to rest after Marty came to lay with me.

Marty slept but was restless only getting mildly comfortable on his belly or his back.


October 1 - Reno
We got up while it was still dark to walk around the "Biggest little city in the world".  It was around 5:30am and there was no traffic. The lights were beautiful.  We thought the exercise and cool air would make us feel better, and it did.  We ended up walking to the El Dorado Casino and we decided it was a good place for breakfast.  Marty got a muffin, which he finished and I got an Apple Fritter - it was huge!  And, I didn't realize how much it would hurt to eat or drink or laugh.  What a sight I was trying to drink or of the right side of my mouth and get food into it without opening it.  I left the coffee and took the fritter with the high hopes of being able to eat it later.

We played a few slots but between our not feeling well and bad luck, we decided to go back to the room and rest some more.  We watched TV and slept most of the morning.   One of the other things we had to contend with was our sinus problems.  Both of us had lots of mucus, making it difficult to breathe and when we blew our noses, we'd have blood. The high altitude really had an effect on us folks used to being 10 feet above sea level.

We decided to try to walk around town again and went into a little pawn shop across the street.  We wanted to get a charm to put on the map. Marty looked at and bought a few silver coins while I looked through the owner's scrap box and found a little slot machine that was perfect. We spent a whole $37 for everything - better odds than the slots.  We walked to the Truckee Art Walk which was very nice along the Truckee River and back again.  We went to the room again to rest but I was hungry.  Around lunch I got Marty some banana bread and iced tea and I made coffee and had nibbles of the fritter.  We both took a nice nap.

We decided that we needed to get out for dinner so we went to Cafe Central again.  Marty had a chicken pho soup and I had a house salad.  We talked seriously about whether or not going to the Peacock Mine was a good idea given how we both were feeling.  I ate the whole salad but Marty left most of the soup.  Not a bad thing though, we figured we'd save it for our adventure in the mountains.  Back in the room again, we slept again, watched some TV and talked some more.  We decided that we came this far, we'd assume we would feel better in the morning and finish this bucket list item and go to the Peacock Mine for opals.  Finally we settled in for the night. During the night Marty got sick again although this time I didn't hear him at all and he didn't tell me until we were on the road. 
 
October 2 – Reno to the Peacock Mine

We woke up and went for breakfast at Cafe Central as it was the only thing open and they had cereal which is what Marty wanted, he ate some but mostly wanted the cold milk. 

He was still feeling nauseous. I got a yogurt parfait but couldn't finish it, not because I didn't feel well (because I was feeling good at that time, sleep really helped me) but because it was HUGE, I ate all the fruit and most of the granola and left the yogurt in the parfait cup.  My lip was swollen and angry red.  It was still soft on my lip but under it was hard with 2 separate scabs.  I could still taste the metallic taste that told me it was still oozing a little.  No one ever said anything and we wondered if folks wondered if I'd been hit.  I tried to explain if they looked at me but mostly I just pretended that it wasn't there.
We went back to the room and wanted to relax with some TV before getting ready to go because it was only around 6am.  Guess what, the TV wouldn't work!  I went down to the desk and the clerk fiddled with something (they had already shut it off as we were checking out that day) but on getting back to the room, it still wouldn't work so we gave up, packed and got ready to leave.

Marty took some aspirin and was feeling okay, but when we went to the parking garage, there was an overwhelming smell of diesel which made both of us feel nauseous, Marty worse than me.  He wanted to drive to take his mind off of how he was feeling.  It was about 40 degrees in the garage and Marty got the shivers until the car finally warmed up.
Once on the road though it was smooth going.  Route 80 was easy to find and we got on it and drove due East out of the valley.  We climbed the mountains for the next hour or so following the Truckee River, then started seeing summit signs.

The truck had Sirius radio so we put on comedy and this is the joke Marty remembers:

A Guy speaking: he, as a newlywed who right after the wedding laid down the law about how it was going to be to his wife.  He didn't see her for two weeks.  Then, he started to see a little out of his left eye….

About 175 miles into the trip we came to the town of Winnemucca NV, which I immediately recognized from the Johnny Cash song I've Been Everywhere.  We stopped to get gas and provisions (such as we could given our lack of appetite and Marty's nausea).   We got mini-donuts, two Danish, a soda, iced tea, water, and a really, really bad cup of coffee, probably there since Spring. 


As we drove more Northward, it was beautifully scenic but desolate and no cars passed us, no houses, only some mules, cows and horses. When we turned off state road 95 to local road 140, we saw even less, nothing but mountains everywhere we looked. 

 

We stopped and took a few pictures to show the straight road, a dead antelope and a rest area that was just a sheltered outhouse.  The town of Denio Junction, the closest town to our destination, consisted of a few trailers, and a coffee shop and we were still 30 miles from the Peacock Mine.

20 miles later, we turned into a tracked and pitted dirt road, those bumps and tractor bands in the gravel did Marty's stomach no good at all.  The scenery was beautiful with donkeys all along the way, looking at us trespassing on their turf.  We found out later that the government rounds up the wild horses each year but leave the donkeys alone, so there are a lot of them.

We arrived and checked in with Jake at the Opal Shop at the mine.  Our cabin was an old office trailer.  At least that is what it looks like. 2 twin beds at one end, through the bathroom in the middle to the kitchen with a little table and 2 chairs at the other end. Unfortunately, the space heater had not been turned on and the cabin was cold.  It affected Marty in a really bad way.  He got the shivers and proceeded to give up the donut and coffee he'd eaten earlier.  I went and got another space heater to warm the bathroom and kitchen areas.  I put the heater in the kitchen and turned it on then went outside because on the driveway were Obsidian chips. Marty just calls them shiny black rocks. I started to collect some to take home and found an Obsidian arrowhead!!! I showed it to Jake and he confirmed that the rock looks worked on to make the arrow shape and there were Native Americans originally on the land.   He said a big storm had just gone through and it washes the chips down from the mountain.
 

 We took a short nap, Marty’s shorter than mine. The rest of the afternoon we spend talking and staying warm under the covers.

The nighttime sky was absolutely stunning!!  We were able to see the Milky Way along with so many stars, it was amazing.  Marty could only stay out a few minutes so he went back in but I bundled up in a blanket and leaned on the truck bed for a while longer.  I didn’t want to come in at all but it was getting very chilly and windy.

I came in, got ready for bed and promptly fell asleep.  Marty said he did too.   The space heaters ran constantly through the night and they are not quiet.  Sometimes it sounded like they were dueling.

October 3 – Royal Peacock Mine
We woke up in the morning to SNOW!!  The cold and wind from the night before settled into a beautiful blanket of white. 
Luckily, Marty was feeling better and had no more nausea or chills.  But just as a precaution, he took some aspirin to ensure he didn't get a temperature while we were outside.  My lip this morning was less swollen but it was hard everywhere and felt like your lips do when they are chapped.  We were enchanted with the views everywhere, on the mountains, on the driveways, it was gorgeous.  I threw my first snowball since December 2010!!!  We came fairly well prepared, putting on several shirts under our jackets and even remembered work gloves.

There was only one other person working the banks this day.  He was very knowledgeable and showed us what he looks for when he mines here. He comes twice a year and works a few days each time.  He was a young man and slept in his Kia Sportage with a generator to run his heater. He thought that they might not open the mine because of the snow but they did and we got started first thing.


We understood that the working would be hard but we didn’t know how hard. We quickly learned that the first half of the day was spent cutting the top of the bank down with our rented axes and other tools. 

There are signs everywhere about undercutting the bank.  The space where Opals reside is from about waist level to about knee level and you have to prepare your work site.  Undercutting is not allowed because you really don't want the mountain to fall on top of you. It was cold but between the adrenaline and swinging the pickeaxes, we were comfortable.  It was only when you walked away from the bank that you felt the wind and cold.  Our only regret was that we didn't bring safety goggles because we had bits of clay in our hair, eyes, mouth, down our shirts and in our underwear. 

Around midday, we started using the hands axes and screwdrivers to work the prime areas.  About a hundred times, Marty would ask ”is this something?”  And our co-miner or the guide would say...no it's dirt, or clay, or manganese stain, or silica residue.  Until finally, he swung the hand axe and heard glass. The other miner came over and said “Yup you found a black opal.  A real nice one”.  We could only see the face of it and spent the next 15 minutes digging all around it to get it out.  The more we dug, the more excited we got.  When we finally got it out, it is a little bigger than a golf ball and both guys said that it was a real beauty.  Turns out that maybe 1 in 4 bank diggers find a fire opal at all so we know we were very fortunate. 
The next few hours we found a few more small fire opals, both white and black, and some common opals too.  We moved on to other sections of the bank and dug some more but it was slow going as we both had no strength left to swing the axes.  We were cold, tired and hungry so decided to call it an adventure.  It was around 2 pm and the truck's thermostat said it was only 32 degrees.  We came back to the cabin, heated up the soup and I took a nap.

Marty and I talked, read and updated the journal the rest of the afternoon.  I played with my new precious stones some and chipped some of the clay away from a big chunk so all of them would fit in a baggie that Jake (the grandson of the owners) gave me.  You have to keep them wet or moist as Opals are mostly water and if you let them dry out, they will crack or shatter.  I played with the barn cat a little and he was so friendly, he sat right on my lap and started purring.  When I pet his ears, he grabbed my hands with his paws to move them where he wanted which was under his chin.  He then would love bite me and lick my fingers.

Marty and I redressed to go out and watch the sunset over the mountains.  It was so pretty.  We also saw some hares hopping around outside.   We walked to the store (across the driveway) and got some more to drink.  We remarked that since we haven't been eating regularly, existing on donuts and iced tea, our bathroom habits have been changed and since we were up in the mountain yesterday, it was a good thing.

We also noted that the heaters had not stopped running since we returned so we know it's not only cold, its damn cold.

After dark, we went out again to see the wonderful night sky.  Being able to see clouds of stars, not just the brightest ones, and the Milky Way arms is a dream come true for me.  I remarked that THIS was the best part of our journey.  At 4000 ft, no light pollution, no noise pollution, just mountains, wildlife, and my love by my side (after I read this, Marty added, until he got cold and went inside!).

We settled in pretty quickly and fell asleep with the heaters in concert tonight, it was easy to ignore them.

Royal Peacock Opal Mine - Reno 10/4

I woke up early and read the Kindle for a while, Marty woke up at 5am and we got into the same bed and chatted for a bit.  We seem to have not gotten onto West Coast time.

We tried to inventory how we were feeling after all our digging and hacking and prying in the bank yesterday.  It turned out that other than Marty's stiff knees and hands and my stiff hands and a blister on my left hand we were none the worse for wear.  Yeah for adrenaline!!

As we were eating the last of our Danishes for breakfast, we caught sight of a herd of deer running behind the trailer.  What a sight! One buck with several females in tow.  After that we also saw a pair of jackrabbits too. The photos, of course don’t the animals justice.


We washed the dishes, stripped the beds, checked and made sure we had everything out of the room and went over to the office to check out.  As we did, we looked over the examples of petrified opalized wood and Marty said I should pick one out to take as a souvenir.

At the mine office it was about 21 degrees but we both only wore light jackets.  It really did not feel that cold.  2 ladies were checking in to do bank digging today and had driven in from Denio where they were staying.  That is 45 minutes to an hour away, a very long drive both before and after a day of digging.  They talked about wanting to find something but we said the view of the sky at night was the best part.  They said they had forgotten to look last night and thanked us for reminding them.

As we were driving out of the mine area, we stopped to take pictures of the mountains in the morning Sun, the colors were amazing.  As I turned to get back on the truck, I caught sight of a Bobcat running across the road!  I yelled out to Marty...did you see that!!!  And he had, we spent the next few minutes trying to see where it went but the brush was too thick.  We got back on our way.

It was pretty uneventful on the road until we hit Winnemucca.  We stopped at the first place that has food that happened to be a casino with a cafe inside.  We had a regular breakfast, eggs, hash brown and ham.  It was the first real meal that we'd eaten since Monday and we hadn't finished that.  I had trouble biting into the English Muffin and bacon, so I traded for toast and ham with Marty.  We played a penny slot casino game and I won!

Back on the road again, we stopped to take pictures of a house we had seen on the way out.  We also stopped to get gas near
Reno so the tank would be full when we returned the truck to National tomorrow.

We checked into the
El Dorado which is right next door to the Silver Legacy where we stayed Monday and Tuesday.  We went across the street to the Pawn Shop to see if they found the other earring (inlaid hot air balloon) but they hadn't and it sounded like they had really looked.  They were very nice.

We went back to the
El Dorado and gambled a little and realized that we were both hungry.  We went to the Silver Legacy buffet and ate.  Oh my goodness, it was so nice to eat and have no repercussions.

We decided that we were tired and went back to the room.  It may only be
7pm here but in our heads and bodies, it is after 10pm.  We turned on the TV and I wanted to take a bath but there was no plug so it was a long hot shower for me.  While I was showering, Marty went downstairs to check in with the airline and print our tickets.  He came back muttering because he tried 3 times on the ancient courtesy PC to check in, but the machine was so slow it would time out the connection and then reboot.  The second time he got as far as picking out seats and it showed that none were available.  The third time may have eventually worked if Marty didn’t throw the PC across the room. Can we have a normal day, please?

Reno - Tampa 10/5 

The answer is no.

Our restful and recuperating night's sleep was not to be.  Around 2am, a man in the next room started crying out HELP HELP HELP for minutes at a time.  It almost sounded like a really loud cat.  It didn't sound like he'd fallen or hurt himself in any way - it sounded like he'd drunk too much.  It would stop then start again.  Finally, after the third time, I called Security and we heard them knock on the door next to ours.  They talked to him for several minutes then left and he was quiet after that for a bit.  Security came up later, too. In all, Security came up to his room three times in the early morning hours.

We woke up early, around
5:30am, got dressed and went down for breakfast.  It was nice once again to eat without having to worry how our stomachs would handle the food.  I am still having trouble with bacon and anything with a crunchy edge.

When we returned to our room, next door’s door was propped open and EMTs and their medical equipment were in full view.  We didn't hear them take him anywhere and when we were ready to check out, the door was closed.

We packed everything up, double checked the room and made our way down to the desk to check out.  At the desk, all was going well until the clerk said our card would be charged an amount that was more than the city tax.  We explained that we had prepaid and she explained that if we had, the bill would not have the room charge on it.  We refused to pay and she argues with us a few moments until we insisted that we had paid in advance, she called to the billing office and asked them to check and sure enough there had been an error on our room charge sheet.  We had, indeed, paid in advance.  Our bill was for the room and city tax, about $11.  With that straightened out, we got on our way.

Again, the airport was easy to get to and we were there in no time.  I loved the car rental return for National as every person who passed us said "Welcome back!"  It was a very nice thing to do.

Our flights back were scheduled on American Airlines and the planes were larger and the seats way more comfortable.  They also had a policy of allowing early boarding for those who had only luggage that fit under the seat, it was different and nice for those who qualified.  The trip to
Dallas passed quickly and once in DFW we had dinner at TGIFridays and watched a few innings of the Rays-Red Sox playoff game.  When they called our flight, they asked that we board quickly as weather was moving in and they were going to try to beat it.

We did end up beating the ‘weather’ and got to Tampa around 9:30pm.  We flew above the cloud cover and the clouds were amazing.  So thick and high, like skyscrapers.  We hit very little turbulence and the flight was pleasant.  We were home by a little after 10pm but couldn’t settle in.  We read, unpacked and finally watched TV until we were tired, around 1am.
 
Time to plan our next adventure.

Monday, September 16, 2013

Phase 2 - In which Mary Gets Hers Oats

Hello again!  I know it's been a while again, sorry.  Time just seems to be flying by faster than I can take notice of it. The time between my stroke and now has been like that too.

My Mom and Sister came down Sunday morning while I was still in the hospital.  I knew Mom was coming but it was unexpected to see my Sister - she took the week off to help.  Wasn't that nice?  I also got visitors other than family.  A friend who I play Mah Jongg  and volunteer in the community with came by and another friend who facilitates a Women's Group I attend on Sunday nights came too.  The day passed really quickly and I was able to show off getting out of bed and walking without aid.  I finally convinced the nurses that I didn't need that leg compression thingy.  Boy I really don't like it - I get all tangled up in the tubing and it never feels right after you take it off and put it on again!

The only residual effect I could discern the day after (other than the numbness in my right side) was when I spoke, sometimes it felt like I was trying to say 2 words at once.  Everyone else said they didn't notice but ... I did.  Half my face felt like it does after Novocaine - tingly and like my teeth were moving when I chewed!  My ribcage felt like there were 2 hands (one front and one back) pressing on it.  My arm was tingly and twitchy.  I was holding hands with my sister and she looked at me and said "What?"  I said "What, what?"  She started to laugh and said "You don't know you are squeezing my hand, do you?"  And I didn't.  My knee felt like a rubber ball was on the inside and my foot was tingly and I couldn't get it to go heel/toe when I was walking.  All that being said, I felt like I dodged a bullet with all that had happened.  It was a clot and not a bleed.  It was small and not catastrophic.  The effects should all dissipate with time and work.

I was released on Monday with follow ups with the Neurologist and Cardiologist scheduled.

Two and a half months later the feeling in my face has come back, after PT and Acupuncture (still ongoing) I am walking normally, can balance well, still working on running and am almost to the point of having legible handwriting!  Yahoo!  I can't thank my PT and Acupuncturist enough for their encouragement and innovative treatment.  It's made all the difference.  They are at Relief at Hand in Seminole, FL.

I still have numbness in my fingers, foot and sometimes my knee.  The pressure on my ribcage is less but still there.  I tire easily but am working on my stamina.  I have to - in 2 weeks, TDH and I start on our Bucket List traveling.  We are going to the Royal Peacock Mine in NV to dig for Opals!  We saw it years ago on a Travel Channel Show and wrote it down for future reference.  Well, The Future Is HERE!!!

I also have picked up jewelry again as a therapeutic aid.  I figure there is no better way to get back fine motor control than to DO IT!  Following are my efforts.

I found most of the shells on our trip to the Bahamas to celebrate a friends 40th birthday.  The first one looked like a dolphin tail when I picked it up.  I knew exactly what I was going to do with it!


This one looks like a dancer to me with her beaded skirt flowing to the side as she twirls.
 This one I just couldn't resist.  It has so many colors and pathways - it speaks for itself.
 This was actually the first thing I attempted after the stroke, just to see if I could control the wire.
 This was the second thing I did.  I felt really confident that I could hold something and wrap it too.
 This was the third thing.  The sea glass came from the Bahamas and was the perfect shape.
 This is the last thing I attempted, yesterday in fact.  The coral looks like Yin/Yang to me.
I hope to be a bit more regular with this from now on.

And the title comes from a Beatles song: The Two of Us - Phase 1 - In Which Doris Gets Her Oats.

Be well all.

Tuesday, August 20, 2013

What the heck is going on?

Hi folks.  It's been awhile since I've posted.  I'm sorry about that.  Let me tell you what happened.

I woke up on Saturday, June 29th, just like any other day.  I had big plans; my neighbor was going to loan me her kayak so I could see if I liked that type of exercise on the water in addition to walking the neighborhood (a few miles) each day for an hour. I was also going to be volunteering later on at a Raffle table for the Gulf Coast Bird Rescue foundation at Crabby Bill's in Indian Rocks Beach.  I was excited.  I got up and started to make our bed.  I pulled up the comforter and one of the pillows fell on the floor.  I bent down and picked it up but when I stood up, I had an intense ringing in my ears and felt a bit dizzy.  I thought I had vertigo and leaned against the wall waiting for it to pass.  After a few moments, the ringing stopped but the dizziness didn't' pass, so I called TDH and asked him to stand by me until I got to the bed so I could sit down.  He did and I did.  A few moments more and it (the dizziness) went away.  I felt fine, so I continued with my morning.  I made coffee and got the paper and sat at the breakfast room table and started to read.  When I went to turn the front page to the inner page, I had a bit of difficulty grasping the page.  I thought, that's odd and tried again.  This time, my fingers felt numb.  Hmmm.  I went to turn away from the table to get up and realized my foot felt numb too.  So again, I called TDH and when he came over, I said "My fingers and foot feel weird".  At least, that's what I thought I said.  He looked at me and said "What?"  We both knew in that moment, something was wrong.  He got his phone and dialed '911'.  He then held my arms as I forced myself to take step after step into the bedroom so I could get out of my nightgown into shorts and a top.  Within a few minutes, EMTs arrived.  TDH's story is that when the burly EMTs arrived in the bedroom, my first words were: "Do you want me to take off my shirt?"  My story is that they got out the EKG machine and then I asked.  Who do you believe?  They also took my blood pressure and asked me questions like, "Do you know your name and birthdate?"  At that point, I seemed to be able to speak clearly, which made me intensely relieved.  But, my right side was still sort of tingly and numb.  They said they didn't know what was going on, but it didn't seem to be a stroke.  After saying that, the EMTs said 'We can take you to the ER or your husband can do it.'  We both said "TDH will drive me."  I wanted him with me and he wanted his car available.  So...off we go, 2 EMTs in front of me and 2 EMTs behind me ... walking (well, them walking, me plodding - concentrating on each and every step, not knowing where my foot was when I wasn't looking at it) through the house to the car out front.  TDH drives carefully ( I keep telling him I don't hurt, just feel weird) to the local hospital ER.  He goes in and gets someone to get a wheelchair and they take me right in.  The elapsed time from the first dizziness to now is about 45 minutes.

They took me right in as there was no one in the waiting room and it seemed quiet.  I got put into a community staging room with 3 other beds.  On one is a sleeping (I thought) man with his arm tied to the bed, on another is a young woman crying because she cut her foot on some glass, on the third is an older woman who I couldn't hear or understand and on the fourth is me.  I undress and get a nightgown on - with TDH help.  I still am having trouble with buttons and zippers.  Luckily, footwear de riguer in Florida is flip flops, so no issue there.  I get back on the bed and folks come in and out, taking history (recent, like what happened?).  They gave me an aspirin and took me for a CAT scan.  A little while later, they came in and said "The CAT scan didn't show anything but since you are still having issues, we'll try to get you a room."  this is about an hour or so after I arrived.

So, okay, something is going on, but no one seems to be worried or upset (including me - mostly because TDH is keeping me laughing).  We call our daughter who arrives about an hour later and we bring her up to date.  A bit later she takes video of me trying to eat a raisin.  It's hilarious and we are all giggling like madmen. http://youtu.be/0moMhUGKuY0  The reason is that breakfast got interrupted and I was starving.  Daughter had brought snacks because, well, because she is a Mom and always has snacks.  TDH and daughter keep encouraging me to try to sleep but I am too .... something ..... to sleep.  Also, the nurse tells us the man in the next bed is in withdrawal and she has sedated him so....hmmm....waiting for him to wake up and what that will bring is interesting.  The young girl with the cut foot is screaming and hollering that there has never been pain like hers and can't they just leave it alone.  There was no one near her at the time.  Each time someone tries to look at it or touch it... off she goes.  It's excruciating to listen to and keeps all of us on edge.  They finally convince her to submit to a numbing shot ( she screams through that) and get stitches.  Each time the doctor goes near the foot to stitch, the girl screams that she can feel the needle.  I can't count how many times the doctor says "I haven't touched you yet!"  We have trouble keeping our laughter down so she can't hear us.  But it's hilarious, I'm sorry. Things settle down after she leaves and I'm still waiting for a room (so they tell me.)  They finally get a lunch tray so my stomach can stop growling - I eat almost everything on it.  That should tell you how hungry I was.

About 6 hours after I arrive, the nurse comes and brings my bed to the Neurological Floor.  They set me up with a Holter Monitor (for my heart) and those annoying leg compression things.  The Dr. who will become my Neurologist comes in around 530PM and asks my story.  TDH and I tell him the abridged version (minus the ER drama) and he asks how long it took to get to the hospital.  We tell him about 45 minutes - that we had been there since about 8AM.  He gets this look on his face and starts pacing and talking.  Apparently, when someone comes in with stroke symptoms (which I did) the ER is supposed to call a Stroke Alert (much like a Heart Attack Alert) where specialists come and assess the patient.  This ER didn't and didn't diagnose me with a Stroke.  He said I definitely had a stroke (this is the first time anyone has said it out loud) and sets me up for an MRI and a dye CAT.

When they come and take me for the testing (the last testing of the night, the techs tell me!), TDH goes home to feed the cat and because it's been a very long and stressful day.  Daughter stays and a friend of mine keeps her company while I have all the tests.  When I come back to the room, they give me IV albumin (?) supposedly to help circulation to the brain in a second IV site.  The first has saline and whatever meds they have me on.  My friend leaves and Daughter and I settle in for the night.

Daughter tries to rub my leg and I feel bad but have to stop her.  It feels horrible and I LOVE having my legs rubbed.  It felt like when your leg or arm is trying to wake up after it falls asleep - all pins and needles all the time.  Each time she'd touch my right leg, I'd jump off the bed.  She was trying to help - I didn't want her to feel bad - but - Oh my goodness.....

After that, I find it surprisingly easy to settle down and fall asleep.  The bed next to me is open, so Daughter settles in too.  The next thing I know 2 nurses are hollering as they run into the room "Are you all right?"  "How do you feel?"  I answer "I was sound asleep...what do you mean?"  They check my Holter monitor and do a quick EKG and tell me that my heart went into Atrial Fibrillation and they wanted to make sure I was all right. Apparently, I am and they leave.  Daughter and I settle down again after a bit of conversation and go to sleep.  The 2 nurses come running in again a while later ... the same thing happened.   This time it takes a bit longer to settle down and by that time, the morning routines begin; bloodwork, vitals, breakfast and taking lunch orders.

Thus ends my first day of - What the heck is wrong with my body?

Monday, June 24, 2013

Another busy week

It started off nice and easy, a Dr's appt here, fishing on the boat there.  Here's a rainbow that we saw before we took the boat out.  No rain, just rainbow.  Gorgeous.












 Isn't this the funniest looking fish?  We were stumped as to what it actually was.  We've gotten lots of suggestions; lizard fish, Fred, and the moon worm from Star Wars!



Then it all seemed to be gone in a moment.  Time, I mean.

I worked on my detailed jewelry project most of the week and finally finished it on Thursday afternoon.

Friday, TDH and I went back to Arcadia to do more Fossil hunting.  The weather was great, but it must have rained more often in the interior of FL than on the coast because the Peace River was deeper and the current was faster than the week before.  It wasn't dangerous or anything but picking up the shovel with the faster current was a challenge.  We found some really interesting things and are definitely going to do it again, maybe later on in the year after the rainy season.

The top left picture is most of the stuff we found, after being washed, drying on the towel outside.  The center one is a set of teeth, most likely from and Ocean Sunfish.  The left center pictures is what we think is a fish scale.  The bottom left is what we think is an armor plate from an alligator or some such from prehistoric times.  We've ordered a book that will help us identify what we find, so I may have a retraction in the next few weeks to print.


This is the finished jewelry product that I teased you with last week!  I"m so proud of how it came out, it took such a long time and was so detailed in it's execution.  He is a little big for a pendant so right now he is hanging on my bookcase guarding all of my treasures.

He is work hardened dead soft wire in a bronze color, with gold florist wire weave (scales, wing wrap and head wrap), his chest is covered in ombre gold, brown, yellow and clear seed beads.

Well, was it worth the wait?  For me it was.

Be well folks.  Talk to you next time!

Tuesday, June 18, 2013

Second week of June!

Hello again, everyone.

I spent most of the week at our daughter's home. Her husband was at a conference from Sunday to Wednesday.  It was a lot of fun spending time with her and our grandchildren.  Part of the fun was that they are enrolled in swimming classes and I got to see them in the pool learning how to duck their heads, float on their backs and for the Bean, how to do the backstroke.  The instructor held her on her back and had her do the arm movements; (do them as you read and you'll see why it is so cute) chicken wings then airplane and finally rocket ship!





After I went home, TDH and I worked on our side yard.  We'd had the sidewalk put in, connecting the front walk with the back patio.  We mulched and added a few bushes then put in some beautiful bromiliads.  It's so nice to have it done.  I didn't take pictures of it yet, but here's a nice picture of the sunset from our back door.



In between, I found time to make some jewelry that I'm happy with.


I also made 2 commission pieces for friends this week.  I am thrilled with how wonderfully they turned out.




This is detail of a project that I've started - it's taking a long time - can you figure out what it is?













Thanks for checking in, hope you are having a good week.  Be well.